I need drugs..I'm getting THE fever...

Someone..please.. quickly..talk me off the ledge (mishka..thats for you). This is the longest that I have gone without getting pregnant and Im beginning to get baby fever..its very "low grade" right now, but I wouldn't mind if I were expecting now. Sure my only point of sanity is when both kids are screaming, crying and generally melting down. Its then and there that I am at peace with spacing out our children more. Big Jorge is definately wanting to space them.. he would like Miguel to be two before the next one arrives for fear that three in diapers would send us to bankruptcy. So for now, I will remember that (for me) to be pregnant means pricking my fingers 4-5 times a day, 3 insulin shots in the belly and watching every bit of food that enters my mouth (getstational diabetes-insulin dependent with both babies) and that makes me okay to slow down the baby fever. But in the end.... they are SO worth every bit. I guess my last resort is to remember what it felt like to be the person in the picture. Which was two days before I delivered Miguel. As you can guess, my stomach was never the same after he stretched it completely out. And they say that lotion is supposed to help minimize stretch marks. Ha!