Friday, May 22, 2009
Thursday, May 14, 2009
It's kind of a long video.. but I think its cute.
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
Monday, May 11, 2009
Saturday, May 9, 2009
Friday, May 8, 2009
So my favorite phrase of the day:
(Pediatrician) "Oh yeah, I see it. Its stuck right on the back of her throat."
I cried. In relief.. Mommy was right. I knew something was not right.
FOUR HOURS EARLIER:
Eva had her vaccine shots today. You know those little round band-aids that they put on their chubby little legs? Well, my sweet 8 month old daughter decided to pull one off her leg and eat it, while in her car seat, while on our way to pick up the boys from my friend Christina's house.
She was crying on the way and I chalked it up to, she's just hungry. the last time she ate was 8:30 and it was now 11:30. But when i made it my friends house and tried feeding Eva she kept gagging and then started the screaming. The kind of screaming that leaves you batty.. You know something isn't right. I pick her up. And that's when I see it: One of the band-aids is missing.
Christina gets me a flashlight and we attempt to hold a screaming baby down long enough to try to see if we can see the band-aid. I couldn't see a thing. Long story short: call the pediatrician and he says if she swallowed it that we will just have to wait for it to pass. Eva doesn't want to nurse. Screams non-stop. I decide to head home and wait for it to pass. On the way home she starts gagging so badly she throws up. That I found out as I swerved over on the side of the road and open the door in time to see my gagging child throw up what i had tried to feed her at my friends house. No band-aid in the throw up.
She falls asleep from pure exhaustion. Got home. Put the boys in the bed and let the sleeping baby sleep. When she woke up it was nightmare all over again. Screaming, gagging, crying, not wanting to nurse. Call the doc and said I'm coming in. He assures me that if its it there and he can see it, he can get it out. Otherwise we have to go to the ER. Although, he does say that "it could just be she is that upset from getting shots." To which I assure him that she is NOT that upset. The girl hasn't eaten in 8 hours. That's NOT normal for any upset child and she has cried, nay, screamed for a continual 40 minutes.
Got to the doctor... and upon examination he says the best thing this mother could ever hear (today): "Oh yea it's there. Right on the back of her throat."
I almost wept. Instead, I scooped her up and snuggled her tight and kept saying "oh baby, mommy knew. Mommy knew it. I knew it wasn't right. We are gonna fix it. mommy knew."
10 minutes later it was out. And baby girl nursed like she had never nursed before.. or like it had been 9 hours since she had last eaten. No more band-aids, thank you very much.
My little angel is back to her old self. Content. Eating. Sleeping peacefully. Praise be to God for His gracious deeds!!!
Saturday, May 2, 2009
I've also realized how quickly life seems to move after that big event.
Tonight I was talking to the father of the bride and I asked how it felt being at this point in your life, your oldest child getting married, that is. I said, "It must seem like just yesterday when you were changing diapers." His response: "Oh yeah, I have a picture of her holding a sippy cup and her hair all over the place. She couldn't have been more than 2 years old. (he started to tear up) and I told her, honey that is how I will always see you."
Oh MY WORD. It was all I could do not to run home right then and take give my kids their sippy cup.. It is already happening so fast. And I am not the kind of person that really misses when we trade one "season" for another. But I have a feeling I am going to later on. Sippy cups.. that's where we are right now. The thought of my kids getting married, while glorious in theory, seems too bizarre for me to think about. Wont' they always be too young?
I just want to savor every moment. Sop it up with a biscuit. (sorry I'm a little hungry). I'm gonna guess they'll be used to it by then, but I'm pretty sure I'll be a little emotional as the years go by. Just want to live life to the fullest and not regret a single day.
And never get rid of the sippy cups.