Original, I know.
I have a huge passion for being a doula. A door that opened in ways and in a time in my life that is hard to comprehend sometimes.
I also have a major passion for being a stay at home mom.
I am having to learn it's okay to love both. But only one trumps the other. (thankfully, God is working out the kinks). And I know there will always be births. But there will not always be these years with my kids.
Not trying to compare the two. Just trying to allow myself the freedom to enjoy the doula work, but to also not let it consume me right now.
Make sense? No?
Didn't expect it to.. just thinking out loud.